I huff and I puff - but I am diligently going to the gym to take my Zumba classes and Body Jam classes. You would think that my body would have adjusted by now and that I would see SOME type of difference.
Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying myself. I am giving it all I've got - I am just at that point where I am starting to slip into the.. "Hey, why can't I see a difference yet?" Maybe it had something to do with skinny biotch yelling "WE ALL WANT TO BE A SIZE 4" or maybe it is the weather changing and I want to hibernate or maybe I am notorious for sabotaging any and all effort to make myself healthier.. (hmm.. )
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The mood is a little different tonight. I remained super positive all week last week (a concentrated effort.) Maybe I used up all of the good I have. Maybe there is a limited supply I get each year and I threw it all into one week for self preservation.
Maybe I am just tired.
Again - maybe I just sabotage my own welfare.
Whatever it is - I am moody as hell, tired as hell and less than thrilled with things.
Maybe I'm hormonal. Maybe I'm crazy.
Hell.. maybe I need a Lortab and a glass of wine and call it a night. LOL
Since I don't have any pills, and I haven't had a drink in almost a year - I guess I better just try a little prayer, veg on the coach, and get a good night's sleep. I can regroup in the morning.