Saturday, February 5, 2011

The Good News Is.. oh.. there isn't any.

I wish I had something to say that was profound. Or some stupid quote to toss up.

I am exhausted both physically and mentally.

My husband's plane took off ten minutes ago for NYC.

One way ticket.

Not sure what is next.

But to be honest - one minute it looks hopeful (I mean, he did leave all of his suits, summer clothes and personal effects from Egypt.) Then it looks bleak (one way ticket, massive fight last night, etc.)

I don't even feel like writing.

As you can imagine... I feel a BIG void.

I am sick with worry, guilt, sorrow, anticipation, excitement...

I just want to hide out for a while.

I will upload pics from yesterday later- I now want to just lay on the couch, on my big zebra pillow, wrapped up in my snuggie and randomly burst into tears from time to time..

Excuse me while I go loose my mind for a bit....

7 comments:

Leanne said...

big hug ...

The Jammie Girl said...

I hope things work out for you two! This is the first time I've hit your blog, but your smile in the pictures is too beautiful for you not to be smiling every single day - hang in there!!

italianmamachef.com said...

Oh my, I wondered when I read the brief bio on the side if you hubby was there. I'm glad he's on his way home but sad that there is such upheaval there. Please keep updating how it all works out.

Yenta Mary said...

Thinking of you and wishing you the best. Not much else I can offer, unfortunately; words don't help fill the void, but know you're in all of our hearts ....

Laura said...

Sending good, positive thoughts your way. Hang in there!

Bethe77 said...

Hugs! I am here from LBS. Pray your weekend is full of pleasant surprises. Blessings

Wendy said...

I second the big hug.

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