I wish I had something to say that was profound. Or some stupid quote to toss up.
I am exhausted both physically and mentally.
My husband's plane took off ten minutes ago for NYC.
One way ticket.
Not sure what is next.
But to be honest - one minute it looks hopeful (I mean, he did leave all of his suits, summer clothes and personal effects from Egypt.) Then it looks bleak (one way ticket, massive fight last night, etc.)
I don't even feel like writing.
As you can imagine... I feel a BIG void.
I am sick with worry, guilt, sorrow, anticipation, excitement...
I just want to hide out for a while.
I will upload pics from yesterday later- I now want to just lay on the couch, on my big zebra pillow, wrapped up in my snuggie and randomly burst into tears from time to time..
Excuse me while I go loose my mind for a bit....