September is NOT disappointing me. Maybe Sept. wants to make a positive comeback, and teach me it is not the mean old biddy I thought she could be.
I woke up this morning thinking about the blessings in my life right now. I have been concentrating on the negative - and rightfully so - it is some heavy a$$ stuff - but I need to look at what is good. Truly good - right now. This post may surprise some of you, because what is good - is mainly - YOU! My blessings come from my interactions with the world, and as it stands- if you are reading this - you are MY world. Isn't funny how we never really know how we affect others. I only hope that I can be half as inspiring and generous as you guys are to me. My life would be empty without my amazing friends and quirky family.
Some days I succeed more than other days. Lately I seem to be falling on my behind. Regardless, I like to think I am a fairly decent human being. Life has thrown me some curve balls (and I was always horrible at catch) - but even after the ball bangs me in my noggin - I dust myself off, and try again.
I feel blessed to have a man who really loves me and wants to do the right thing and make our lives better. I have a few friends in particular who want nothing but the absolute best for me, and go out of their way to make things work smoothly.
It is hard for me to accept the fact I am not on top of the world these days. But these people love me just the same. I thank you.
I really need to thank Hesham and Crystal for their super-duper support this past month. My goodness. I am not sure what I would have done without the two of you. Funny how certain friends shine in different seasons/months of your life.
I have absolutely no idea where I am going. I have no idea if I will make it through the day without a major jab in the side. All I know and can count on is the fact that I opened my eyes, the sun is shining, a cool breeze is blowing and.. well.. God is there.
I had a breakfast. I will be able to have lunch. I have a car. I have love. I have friends. (Damn.. I still wish I had a cat.. ) ... I am good.
I think the chapter will close soon. This one. I am about to embark on new adventures. I think a BIG move is in the future. Maybe after Christmas - I am not sure.
It is time.
Until then, I will smile and fight to live another day!
God Bless you all.