Thursday, December 9, 2010

Time to roll

Maybe it is time to roll on and take a retreat of some kind. I think this time I could handle the silence. But what about a retreat that is more like a workshop? Something a little more therapeutic?

I wonder what type of things are out there like that? Just a weekend getaway to totally focus on your life. I know it is a little self indulgent, but how nice it would be to go to some sort of "life coach" seminar where they walk you through your process.

Who am I kidding? I am sure something like this would involve a long plane ride and a hefty entrance fee.

See, in the past - when the pressure gage was turned up, I would go out with some of my friends.. and we would go dancing, drinking, and whatever else we wanted to do until the wee hours of the morning.

Now I am in a more settled atmosphere, with no alcohol in site. (Can't - husband's religious beliefs.) PLUS - I quit drinking. Yep, sure did.

But it is nights like tonight, when I would give anything to sit with a nice glass of wine and a good friend to talk to.

Yep, I am being punished. He shut down again - completely. Difference this time - I am just too damned tired to play these ridiculous mind games he is so fond of.

The dramatic antics of arab men (and yes, apparently this is common) - are RIDICULOUS. I was NEVER into soap operas.. nor am I in the mood for them now.

Blah Blah.. I know. Nothing to worry about folks, just venting deep inside my blog post.

Tomorrow I am grabbing my power back. Be damned the elements that want to twist it any other way.

I promise - last morose post for quite some time. Just had to vent one more time! :-)

Gee.. I wonder what it is like to be appreciated 24/7? Hmm.. I get a sprinkle of love from time to time.. but to truly be loved, adored and appreciated. Hmm.. I wonder what that is like? ;-)

3 comments:

Robin said...

I just posted HERE'S TO YOU THURSDAY. Since I have been sick, it is not the usual stuff. Maybe there is something in there for you... ((hugs))

Mitzi said...

Oh honey, I'm so sorry you are struggling with all of this. Hugs

Cassandra said...

:/

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