I would like to make amends.
I think I have been harbouring too many ill feelings toward you. Yes, I realize you can be a little bitch and try to knock me down. No.. don't act like you don't. You know you do. I thought by now you would have gotten tired of me just getting back up.
You see, I'm VERY resilient.
Apparently it is a pretty strong character trait of mine. God sort of wired me this way.
With that being said, I understand your need to push me around, but I want to tell you.. it doesn't matter.
It really does not matter what you try to do to me.
So with that being said. Let's redirect our energies, shall we?
How about... let's let by-gones be by-gones?
Let's just say that you are the beginning of football season and dead leaves. You bring me Starbucks Pumpkin Spice lattes and boots. It's okay to be a little snarky with me from time to time (Hell, it keeps me on my toes,) but there is no reason to be mean.
I am feeling good again. In August, I cut out some issues - too much conversation with my ex husband, untangled the wires with someone else. Actually, took a much needed break from a fairly stressful job and now I am just reinventing myself. I like it.. though not knowing what will happen is a little scary.
But not so scary that I let you get to me.
So with that, September, let's just agree to disagree and part ways for now. Don't waste your energy on creating havoc in my life. I'll only get right back up and be better than ever.
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