Confession Time

That's me. About 5 minutes ago. Not overly made up, very little makeup. I only took a blow dryer to my hair this morning. My Wonder Woman sunglasses are acting as a hair band. But I'm at work, juggling multiple projects, and actually taking 10 minutes to pound out a blog post.

I decided it is confession time. Seriously, time to just come clean with all of the things you may not realize about me.

I thought I would pull a few from various websites and pour my little heart out.
I really want to answer some tough questions, not just the "What did you want to be as a child?"
Maybe I'll learn something about myself. And maybe.. I can kill just a little bit of time before my next appointment! Let's do it!

1. What are the things that stand between you and complete happiness?
Myself. I am my own worst enemy. I put things off. I procrastinate. I come up with excuses. I'm lazy as hell. Seriously - Myself.

2. What will people say at your funeral?
I would like to think that people will share how amazing I am, but honestly, I don't know if I have that many fans. lol
I don't get a lot of feedback while I am alive, nor do I ever feel appreciated for the contributions I make now, sooo.. I am really at a lost here.
No, I'm not being coy or fishing for compliments. I mean what I say.

3. Standing at the gates of heaven, and God asks you “Why should I let you in?” What do you reply?
Because at the end of the day, I really do care. I truly try to see things from other people's perspective, and I honestly do not want to hurt anyone. That's got to count for something, right?

4. If you lost everything tomorrow, whose arms would you run into to make everything ok?
My S.G. He loves me.

5. Does this person know how much they mean to you? When was the last time you told them? Absolutely. There is no doubt our admiration for one another runs very deep.

6. If you could send a message to the entire world, what would you say in 30 seconds?
Stop thinking only of yourself. Stop making decisions based on what's best for you. Try for once to see the big picture and become more self aware. Show compassion and treat people the way you want to be treated. Don't judge based on race, religion, geography, economics, etc. See the person for who they are, and help make their world a little bit easier. Pay it forward.
Try harder. Be a better friend. Stop doing it for the glory. And realize, you are not as important you think you are? You ask why me? I ask, why do you think you are so special?

7. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?
Traveling, writing, taking pictures, volunteering.

8. If today was the last day of your life, what would you want to do? I would want to spend it with my SG, family and closest friends. Speaking to each one individually. Eating good food, drinking good drink.

9. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die? I would not be afraid to try anything.

10. If your entire life was a movie, what title would best fit?
Destination Unknown

11. How would you describe yourself in 5 words?
Curious. Passionate. Witty. Energetic. Intuitive.

12. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you?
Use more profanity openly. I have the mouth of a sailor. lol

13. If you could watch everything that happened in your life until now, would you enjoy it?
Probably. If nothing else, I've lived an interesting life.

14. If you could start over, what would you do differently?
I would have been smarter financially. I would have eaten better and exercised more.

15. When you’re 90 years old, what will matter most to you in the world?
Whether or not I truly lived fully, every single day.

16. Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of? What’s stopping you?
Old relationships and friendships that have run their course.
Why? I don't know. Maybe it's the romantic in me.

17. Would you break the law to save a loved one? Perhaps. Or maybe not. It depends on so many factors. Not a fan of breaking rules.

18. Do you ask enough questions, or are you happily settling for what you know already?
I am one big question.

19. How do you celebrate the things you do have in your life?
I am a big believer in celebrating the tiniest of victories. Granted, it may be for a party of one, but I believe in taking a moment and being grateful.

20. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you have done?
Absolutely not. I try to do as much as I am capable of and can afford. I like my life. A lot. I like the woman I have become. I can't wait to see how it all ends! (Well.. I can wait.. but.. you get what I am trying to say.)